Here I am

Here I am. Thinking about you. Wishing that you will get the best for you. No matter how much I love you. No matter how long I've waited for you. No matter what will happen with me. And no matter everything. All that I can do only wishing for your happiness. For your future. As long as you're happy, I'll be happy too muehehehe :''''')

I lost my control :')

Finally, I don't care at all ;') thanks God

Ya Allah please give me more strength :'( I have no strength to face this situation. Help me..... :'(((

But, I guess it's safe to say that ''I'm officially missing you''

the truth......

I'm still smiling even though my heart's screaming, crying, and dying. Honestly, I'm missing you :'( so much.Will you miss me? I don't think so :') Now, You're happy with your own life. And I can't do anything. Just hoping that I can see your face :'p 

Nevermind loh I will miss you like now hehe :'D I'm not your only one anymore. I'm not your everything anymore....... :'((((

At first, I thought I can forget you. As easy as you left me hehe. But, the fact is........... I CAN'T FORGET YOU!!!! AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I let you go kok :') but I still can't forget you. You're still on my mind! Or maybe on my heart hehe :'D :'p I don't know why whenever I hear your name I feel like the world stop around for a while :| I keep my secret alone. Nobody knows the truth hehehehehehehehe :'DDD

Now, whatever that will happen I don't care. I'm trying to forget you and our memories. Never look at the past anymore :') there are too many memories that we have done, right? hehe :') I'm trying to happy with my own life too. I let you go. I'll do my best :'D

and the last ''officially missing you'' :'))

-uthi-